Vocal

I can't take my ears off this song, the acoustic version. Their vocals are........ WOW! How many times have I watched this video? Countless times. And I won't deny that they are cute la. haha!! 

So enjoy!!

Happy

I'm just so free these days. I go to work in the morning, and I'll be home by noon. Now I really have my own time to do my own things. The last semester gave me so much pressure, and I'm glad it's over. There's pros and cons. I have my own time but I have been thinking about the stuffs that I placed aside for so long. And I realized that it's better if I'm kept busy, I would prefer to be physically tired and stressed up rather than to have heartache.

Anyway, I was talking to some elderly people. I think they are the best people to talk to, they made me happy, although not all the time. They always remind me about how we always make simple things complicated in life. I'm still trying to apply all these facts into my life. I just want to be happy! =)

Wake Up Call

Doing something that I feel like doing is better than doing something because I have to do it. This afternoon, suddenly I felt like reading the Bible. I've set a goal ever since I sat for my last paper, which is "I WANT TO BE KNOWLEDGEABLE". I know it's actually very difficult but I believe in taking one step at the time, and as long as I do my best, I'll be satisfied. Back to the Bible, I thought maybe I should start all over again, so I read a few chapters from the book of Genesis. *Ting* I somehow managed to understand, unlike before when I find it so difficult to understand even a single line. It's amazing, I've never felt like this. Maybe it's my perception la, I always thought that my English is way to broken for my age. Or maybe I read just because I had to read. I'm not sure but all I know is that the purpose isn't right. But now I'm sure that my purpose is to gain knowledge.

Recently, a friend asked me "Isn't God supposed to be your main purpose in life?". Honestly, I didn't feel good about that. Actually the reason why I decided to stop attending church is because I couldn't find what I was looking for and it's meaningless. I believe there is a God, but the question is which God do I believe in? I don't know. I hope I'm not being ridiculous but I'm currently in the state of confusion. Each time when someone invites me to church, I'll have all the negative thoughts. I guess I'm just paranoid? I need people that would leave me the way I'm and stop pushing me to do anything. There's no room for pressure.

Anyway, I have been going out lately, at least once a week to meet my friends. At least there's some improvements. =D Now I'm the one planning for the yum cha session. Haha! It's payback time I guess since I've been hiding at home before that. I really hope that I can remain like this. But it's hard to say la, "old habits die hard".. 

=)

Someone once told me friends are meant to be used. We are being used or we use. Well, it's all up to us to decide. =) BUT, finally, I felt the love that friends could offer, and how happiness is contagious. Maybe I have forgotten the feeling, since I haven't been watching movies for so long. Yesterday I watched a movie with my friends and I have never been that grateful watching a movie. I look to my left and look to my right, and see people that I appreciate sitting beside me. Even though I was feeling gloomy but I was comforted by their presence. I felt warm when I was out in the snow. I like this feeling. No matter what happens, it's still the love of family and friends that could heal all wounds. They are my best medicine.

I never thought that I could get the truth so soon and so easily, and the truth hurts. But it's okay, I would rather it be this way.