Whee-eee-eee!

It's another day.. I haven't been sleeping well. No matter how hard I try to make myself tired during the day, I can only sleep after 2am. This has been going on for months. I'm not having insomnia. I just need a proper sleeping time. Now I have odd sleeping hours. I sleep at 2++ am, get up at 6.45am and go back to sleep at 9am and finally get up at 12pm. This is ridiculous! Maybe I should do lots and lots of exercise like, jog for an hour, swim for an hour, sit up 100 times and jump up and down for another 100 times. Then I should be able to sleep by 11 all the way til morning

I haven't watch Ironman 2 yet but I will be watching IP Man 2 this sun! Yay!!!!!! By the way, yesterday, Minee and I watched "Love In Rome" in pavillion. It's hilarious with good ending!! There's so many nice movies that I really want to watch. We parked at Sg. Wang and walked all the way to Pavillion because we thought that the parking fee would be cheaper. But guess what?? We parked from 11-4 during weekdays and it costs us RM7!!! What the heck?? Just a reminder, if anyone of you would like to go to Pavillion, just park in Pavillion larh!!!!!!!! Save up all the hassle.

I am still here!

You may not bother about what is going 

on in my life but I care a lot for you.

Trying to find out everything

 about you all the time.

But I guess I'm not putting so much

effort into your stuffs anymore,

because I think it's time to end it all.
Haha!!

Time..

Everytime you feel happy, sad, angry, frustrated, etc., remember that you are not alone. So many out there are feeling the same way. Never think that you are the worst out of the worst!!

"Time can heal all wounds". I believe! Some people might think it's not true and that's because they need lots and lots of time. A year or 2 is very long but they need to know that they may need to give themselves 4 or 5 years to get over their sadness. Most of the people know how it feels to be heartbroken waiting for something that is impossible. Nobody likes that feeling, me too! Waiting is so tiring and torturing. Want to give up but are unwilling to give up.Want to move on but unable to move on. Want to take a step forward but no courage. Want to stop thinking but that's when one thinks most. Everything is in a mess when one procrastinates. Everything is very simple but our feelings are making things difficult for ourselves! Wish that it will come to an end soon!

Emotions

As you can see, it's an old picture uploaded by Wee Ping on facebook. If I'm not mistaken it's a trip to cameron highlands. I feel weird. And a lil bit embarrast. haha! but I still like the pic la. All the memories we had. I remembered borrowing a pair of jeans from Minee because I didn't bring enough. =P

More time with lesser work or more work with lesser time?

Is it better to have more free time with lesser loads of work, or lesser free time with more loads of work?? I thought it's good either way. Being too busy is a problem but being too free is also a problem. I've tried both! And of course my choice is to have more free time la.. Duh.. Everyone wants timeout for themselves. By the way, this semester is such a relaxing semester for me but torture is on its way. =/ few more months for me to enjoy life. I will really appreciate it! After all Minee will be off to singapore before my next semester starts. So now I can hang out with her cos after this no more, since she's already like my other half! ahahhaaa!! After some problems that came along the way, I still have to admit that she's the best! Sorry for all my wrongdoings. I'm sorry to make you sad and disappointed. Honestly, I have so much to say but I seem to lose my words when I see u. *tearing* Anyway, take care!!!

Beautiful Dinner

The dinner 2 days ago with my ex-schoolmates/classmates was awesome. Until  now, I can still think of it and laugh. hehe! Dinner followed with tong sui. Yummy!!! The pictures were uploaded in facebook. Nice friend, nice environment, nice chatting and crapping session and nicely taken photos. Credit to out dear full-time camera man, Jin Tat! And of course our part-time camera woman, Wee Ping! hehe!! As usual, being the one holding the camera means there's lesser opportunity to be in the pictures, but I'm sure he doesn't mind! =D Thank u! I didin't know the gathering would be so fun since we haven't met each other for so long. I have never really talked to Wee Ping and Kevin since after form 5. That's soooo many years ago. Everyone changed! It's really cool to meet them again. I'm really looking forward to the next gathering that I don't know when. Take care til we meet again! =D

=((((((

Tomorrow I will be going to Bentong for some prayer meeting. Why why?? I don't really have the heart to go, until now I haven't started packing yet. Whatever la, as long as I grab some shirts!!! The weather is hot, that makes things worst!! Sigh.... Lately, I have been thinking, what's the point of doing the right thing? To satisfy those around us or "just to obey the rules"? Headache!!

Different or Still The Same?

When there's too many things to do, I hope that there's time to rest, some space to breathe. But when there's nothing much to do, I feel bored. There's so many things to think and plan. Sometimes I thought of changing the way I live but it's not that easy. Things won't go my way. I can plan this and that but at the end of the day I know I cannot run away from the things that I must do! It's very important to make sure I finish what I'm currently doing before I can proceed to something else. It's like a procedure that I must follow. Sadly, I haven't been doing whatever that I must do. It has been 3 months since I attended church services. Now I only go when I'm asked to serve. Now I'm doing things my own way. Probably I don't want to do the right thing anymore. Now I choose my own way. I don't hang around with my church friends anymore. I don't do bad stuffs like smoking or gambling but I don't do good stuffs too. Last time I love helping others but now no more! I know there's still a piece of me that wants to be a good person but I just need to seek for it.

Everything has a cause but

I don't know what changed me.

Or maybe I never changed??