Tuesday, December 25, 2012

It's happening.. Again.


Merry Christmas!!!! I haven't posted anything for such a long time. I'm too lazy to blog about the good stuffs because blogging means playing back the past and crack my head to transfer everything into words. As for the bad stuffs, I don't remember la and don't want to remember. Hahahahhaha!!! This year I celebrated Christmas with my colleagues. Although one day earlier, but it was FUN. My colleagues are funny people that would just crap, crap and crap! Very entertaining. We ordered a huge turkey for lunch, exchanged presents and some dance at the end. I have a problem here. Each time there's a party or gathering, I'll be so excited. When the party reaches its climax, I'll feel like something will be taken away from me. When the party finally ends, it's all gone. I want a breakthrough eh..

I've learnt that the mind is really a powerful thing. I've tried and I can let go whatever that's bothering me in 15 minutes. It's like getting up in the morning. The moment the alarm clock rings, it's "aiyooooo... How I wish it's only 3am"! In fact, it only takes 3 seconds to get out of bed but we always choose to buy more time. The first step is always the hardest but it's the only way to reach the second step. It's the same concept here. The mind is a powerful thing but the heart is weak. That's why it's always "you broke my heart" and not "you broke my mind"! right? People normally fall into temptations because they failed to guard their heart with their mind.

Okay.. Lets move on to my story about college and work. I was in Brickfields College for the past 4 and the half years doing ICSA. That's veryyyyy long. I should only be there for 2 years, but I told myself 4 years, and still there's an extra 6 months. Haha!! I just sat for my last paper not long ago and hopefully I'll make it. PleaseLetMePassBecauseIWantToGraduate!! College was not fun, the amount of students can be as little as 2 students a class and will never exceed 30. And I ate nasi lemak and banana cakes for dinner most of the days I was in college. Gosh.. I only enjoyed the last 1 and a half years because only then I had more classmates. But.. There's also advantage of having so few students. Maybe God knew that I was a no-brainer, so I was given Lecturers that would be concentrating on me all the time. Haha!! Because of that, I'm working now. Got a nice job, good working environment and good colleagues. I do not have a plan, at least not now and will go where life takes me. There's so much that I wanna do but I know it's not time yet. Just wait!

Anyway, Christmas party was quite sad because of my bad habit of getting sad at the end of everything. I can never handle the ending properly. That's what happens when the mind and heart do not coordinate well..

2013 is on its way! It's a good start for me and hopefully, for all my loved ones. Best of luck! There's one song that I must share. Simple and sweet!