December, A Beautiful Month

Yesterday was someone's bigday!! A beautiful, friendly and wonderful daughter, wife and absolutely a great mother!! Happy Happy Birthday!!! And she is.........

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My dearest mumy and her younger daughter!!!
Love you!!



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Okay, that's me in the picture!! haha!!!

Mum looked about 50% (of course she's prettier!) like what I look now when she was my age and on the left is really my lil sister!!! haahahhahaa.. So, just look at me and you'll see her when she was younger..

Okay, I'm still stuck with Adam Lambert. I'm not sure how many times have I watched, and still watching his music videos, interviews, performances and American Idol journey, etc. Each time I passed by shops like Speedy, I'll still have the thoughts of buying his album. I think it's still selling since he's still not done with the tour.

I'll be kinda busy next whole week. My cousins from Melaka are here. They will be staying at my place for about a week. I will be taking them to places that they haven't been before. And Minee's farewell party will be tomorrow. I can't wait to help but I don't know what to help. =) Christmas Musical will be on Thursday and Friday. It's really gonna be a busy week but I'm definitely gonna like it. Can't wait for Christmas!!

Grenade

Very nice song!

Message To A Friend..

It's December!! Few more weeks to go before the year ends!! I will be going to Kuantan. =) I'm glad that I found another good friend.

BUT BUT BUT.. No matter what, no matter how good is that person, there's always someone that is beyond compare. She is...

*tada*

It's gonna be 10 years in just a few months time. WOW!! We are friends for 10 beautiful years!!! I really don't remember when we first met but I was really comfortable talking to her and I liked her. =D I remembered how I had to sneak out my bedroom in the middle of the night just to talk to you on the phone. hehe! And how you got stung by bees because of my crush! And how you pointed to me the shows you wanted to watch in Speedy so that I could borrow them for you!! haha!!!! Love those memories!

When we were younger

You will be leaving to Singapore in a few weeks time. The time is about to come. I don't like saying goodbyes but I have to. So this is the time, I need to learn. =) Singapore is very near, it's not about the distance. What makes me sad is my lifestyle. You are not gonna be there to go out with me or call me from time to time. Itulah.. Before that I took you for granted and now I'm regretting my actions. Okay la actually I didn't take you for granted, just that I'm very laid-back but I'm aware that you are always around me, I'm aware of everything you did for me. I really do!! Woish.. Sounded like my lover!! haha..

"If I'm not a girl (cos I don't want you to be a guy..), I'll definitely, 202%, confirm go after you!!!"

Honestly, you made me understand the quality and the importance of friendship. I'll never ever want our friendship to end. NEVER!!! I never thought that someone like me will ever find a true friend. But God is good! =D do you know why I appreciate you so much?? It's because you never gave up on me. You could have stop contacting me 3 years ago since I didn't care, but you didn't. Am I that attractive?? Why didn't you give up? hahahha!!!

Singapore is so near, I'll make sure I visit you, I promise!! I'm not sure where will you be heading to after Singapore. But I wish you all the best in your career!! I'm very sure you will be someone in future!! I hope that you will lead a happy life and find your other half that will be able to give you all the happiness and comfort! =D

Typing this post made me wanna cry! T_______T hhaahha!!

Kuantan Trip

Hello.. I'm back!! Back from Kuantan.

Rebecca!

The trip was awesome!!! I took some pictures. But I gotta warn you here that the quality of the pictures are bad cos I captured all of them with my phone, only 2 megapixel.. =/  Lemme start from the train station. I took a train and get down at KL Central station. From there I took Monorail to Titiwangsa station. There's where the bus station is situated, it's called Pekeliling Bus Station. I was afraid to miss the bus, since it's my first time travelling alone to another state, so I woke up at 6.30am. I reached to the bus station at 8.45am and waited until 10.30am. haha!!! For the 1 hour and 45 minutes, I walked around with my heavy bag pack. So that's how backpacking felt like. Tiring...!!! haahahahaa!!!

This is gonna be a long post. So just sit back and relax!

After about 4 hours, I finally arrived!!! I'll jump straight to dinner!! Rebecca's dad took me to a nice place for dinner, it's at the beach. Very romantic atmosphere. Anyone wanna get married?? I suggest that you have your wedding dinner there. hehe!! There's only one problem, the place is just a restaurant size. Not big enough to even fit 100 person. It's too small!! I don't know the place name. =8 but it's okay, Rebecca's dad knows. Just let me know if you are interested!! haaaaahahaha!! The food there was good. The tom yum there was the best!!! Very spicy!!

The place is pretty right???



Do you know what's the best thing about Kuantan?? It's the beach!! I went to Teluk Cempedak beach for 3 times in 5 days.

Ms. Rebecca taught me. haha!!!!

Ms. Rebecca taught me too! =D

Walking to Teluk Cempedak 2, another side of the beach.

Teluk Cempedak 2.

I also went into a hotel. The christmas decoration was so nice. Lights and christmas tree everywhere.

That's about it. It's a good trip. Kuantan is a very peaceful place. The air is fresh.

I had a bad bad sick in Kuantan and it lasted until now. On the 4th day, I kept on vomiting until I had no more stength to walk. I'm not exaggerating okay!! haha!! And I felt like vomiting each time I talk or walk faster. Sound so stupid right? I was extremely slow. ahahaaaaahahahah! I was so sick until Rebecca's dad had to take me to the doctor. The journey back from Kuantan to KL was torturing. I vomited before I board the bus, vomited in the bus and vomited when I reached KL. haahha!!! But I think it's a good experience though! hehe!! Thank God for sustaining me. He gave me strenght to pull through the 4 hours journey and luckily I didn't vomit when I was in the train back home.

Anyway, I'm glad I'm home now. Back to my family and friends. I missed my family and Minee.. =D

By the way, I did a live sketch!! hehe.. Finally I tried. I got backache man!!!

Kuantan!!! Here I come!

Financial accounting was tough! Law was confusing!! Argh!!! But whatever. I'm not gonna think about it anymore. I'M GOING KUANTAN TO MEET MY FRIEND THAT I HAVEN'T MET FOR 11 MONTHS on friday!!! Yay!! I can't wait to go to the beach.. I'm so exited. I'm done with packing and I'm all ready to go!!!! Happiness.. I have already bought the ticket to Kuantan. It's one way. I'm gonna go and not come back!! Since city life sux! I'm just gonna stay there until forever!

Byeeeeeeee everyone. Mum, dad, my brothers, and sister. And Minee, Alvin, Pui Yan, Clement, Andy, Christine, Beatrice, Gwen, Hong Sheng and all of you!! Bye.. Don't miss me.. I will take good care of myself!! Nola. haha!! I'll be there until maybe Monday! Then my friend will be coming over to my place for about 3-4 days. Nice rite?? hehe!!!

Anyway I watched Rapunzel today!! Nice nice movie! I really love fairytale stories cos everyone and eveything are so perfect. And of course it always end happily. : )

Minee will be coing back on Sunday! Can't wait. But I don't think I can meet her until thursday cos my Kuantan friend will be staying at my place. I'll be taking her out since it's gonna be her first time here. I gotta take good care of her for that few days. haha!!!!

By the way, I heard that Kuantan is famous for its salted fish!! haha!!

I'm Scared

Very scared!! I'm very scared. Exam is just 2 days away. T______T

I went through the past year paper just now, and I felt like this exam will be super difficult. I can't believe I'm feeling like that now. I'm supposed to be calm. Gone la!! Gone... Help! Help!! Today and tomorrow will be plain torture!!

AdamAdamAdam

If Adam isn't homosexual, I won't be interested in him. If he is straight, he is no different from any ordinary guy!! Then he'll be another hot and talented artist! Boring.. I wouldn't say that he'll definitely be like that forever, because miracle happens!! But knowing that he's currently not interested in girls feels good cos jealousy will never take place, at least not in my life. Jealousy kills! I know my life is not gonna be miserable if he has a boyfriend in future. Ahahahahhahhah!!

Suddenly I feel like getting his album again, now there's acoustic version already. Hmmmm.. I gotta really think bout it.

Love The Way You Lie (Part 2)

I found the nice one!! So I deleted the last post.. hehe! Hopefully they won't block this video.

Enjoy!

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Mission failed. I slept right after I was done with the last post! haha!!! I couldn't resist the bed, with the perfect nice and cold weather to sleep. I'm not sure how long I slept but the flu was gone once I woke up, I guess it's the effect of the medicine + sleep! =D I'm still tired now, so I guess I will be able to get a good night sleep later.

Guess what? I just signed up for a tweeter account earlier. Why? To stalk Adam Lambert. Haha!! Actually nola, I just wanna get his updates. I'm not sure whether is it really him but I guess it can't be wrong. Two weeks ago, I read this megazine about him attacking paparazzi, and what he tweeted after that. It's exactly the same. So bolehlah, should be correct. Something I don't like about facebook, friendster, or anything that can connect people on the internet. People tend to pretend to be someone else by creating an account using the names of others. I'm not sure about twitter cos I only used it less than 24 hours. So no comment. I haven't tweeted anything and I guess I won't cos I only want updates.

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Music

I'm not interested in facebook la. I'm bored of it. Nothing to see and I feel like it's some small kid thing. Every minute someone post something up but I barely see any lines that could capture my attention. Sien.. I have switched channels. No more onlining, chatting and checking out on people. Now I'm a big fan of 92.9, which is hitz.fm.. =D Music, music and music! Maybe it's because the songs nowadays are good!! I remembered there was once almost all the songs on radio tortured my ears.

I was stressed until I no longer feeling the stress. hehe! Now I'm waiting for exam. I haven't finish studying but it's okay, I have 3 more weeks. I'll study and absorp what I can. When I feel like sleeping, I sleep. When I feel like watching tv, I watch. I'll do what I feel like doing. No pressure! This saturday a couple is getting married in church. Congratulations Theva&Wensue!!!! 3rd wedding for the year.

Nelly - Just A Dream

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I feel like shit all the time. When I'm at home, I feel like shit. When I'm out, I feel like shit.. I think just sit at the doorstep la. Even at the doorstep I feel like shit. When I eat I feel like shit, when I look into the mirror, lagilah I feel like shit. But there's only one time I don't feel like shit. It's bedtime. Mum says I'm too free, and the rest of my friends say I stay at home too much. What am I gonna do?? When I'm at home, I don't feel like studying, I'm feeling like that since the past 2 weeks. That basically means I haven't been studying for 2 straight weeks. Actually nola, I did read 3 pages of financial accounting and 4 pages of law. I remember cos it's past year questions. And when I'm out, I'm worry about studies. I feel like going out but I don't feel like living home. Oxymoron.

Almost everything make me feel like shit. I know la, cannot be healed. Aih.. Gotta live with it. Someone once wrote something to me. "Everyone has his BURDEN.. What counts is how you CARRY it!" Yeah, I know I'm no different from a piece of shit. That line, very true but it didn't help. I'm extremely afraid of failing exams but I can't focus. It has been so many years since I last felt like that. I was from 5. That time I didn't know how to study and pass physics anymore until I'm so afraid to go sit for the exam in school (thank God it's not SPM). In the end I still went and I still failed, the only time I passed physics was SPM though. I will never forget the moment when my physics teacher announced "Semua lulus Fizik kecuali Gwynne Kong!" I really felt so embarrast. That explains how stupid I am when it comes to something that requires full understanding and numbers. That's how I felt each time I tried to study financial accounting. Terrible! Horrible!

Anyway, about Adam Lambert. He's so perfect to me. Very charming. He has talent too, nice voice and he can reach an amazingly high note as a guy. Go listen "What Do You Want From Me" or American Idol 2009 if you want prove! The fact that he's a gay attracts me more. I like you because you are gay, Adam, and I like you more because you are proud of it!!!! He's the hottest gay anyway! =D Now I know how it feels like to have an idol. 3 of his songs are stucked in my head "What Do You Want From Me", "For Your Entertainment" and "If I Had You". I'm crazy!! I watched this 3 music videos for, I don't know how many times and I'll still be watching them. I like him so much but I know I'll never own him. NEVER! He can influence me, for example to wear eyeliner. That's idol. That's how it feels. It's not a good thing but what to do, I'm in!! Now I want his album. Crap, I'm back to teenage life! So now all the high school stuffs came back!

Life . Dream . Hope .

No life, no dream, no hope.
No meaningful life, no dream came through, nothing to hope.

Why still alive? No guts to commit suicide.
Why no guts to commit suicide? Not sure about ending up in heaven.
First reason to stay alive?? Get conformation about ending up in heaven.
Second reason to stay alive? Living for others.
Why living for others? Received too much, need to pay back.

If that is so, it's really miserable.
Die cannot, don't die cannot. Plain torture!!

Adam Lambert

I'm in love with Adam Lambert ever since I watched his latest music video, "If I had You". The fact that he's a gay doesn't bother me at all. I watched videos regarding his interviews. I was trying to find evidence from him and I found! "I'm gay and I'm very comfortable with it....". I'm impressed!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bETvh7slAQQ&feature=rec-LGOUT-exp_fresh+div-1r-6-HM (at 1:31)

Homosexuality isn't an issue to me. Maybe last time, now not anymore. Really. It's their choice, I don't have the right to comment. He's wild but so what?? I don't get goosebumps when I see pictures of Adam Lambert kissing a guy, I was like, "WOW" instead. It's all in our head. If we wanna "yer", then it'll turn out to be "yer".

He looks so soooo sexy with eyeliner. The power of makeup! I never liked guys in eyeliner, so I guess eyeliner loves him. If one day anyone of you bumped into me and realized that I'm wearing eyeliner, you know why la! hhaaha!!

Happy Birthday Min Ee!!

Hello.. I would like to dedicate this birthday post to a very very very good friend of mine, Min Ee.

It's her 22nd birthday this year today but we celebrated for her yesterday. It dinner wasn't a surprise but it became a surprise cos she didn't know Jin Tat, Stephen, and Wee Ping will turn up! It's a last minute thing but I'm glad that they made it, without them things wouldn't be that good! We had korean food in Daorae, taipan!

I like this friend very very much. Her kindness level is way too high. I'm really blessed to be her friend. I have too much to say until I don't know what to say. You know, I know can already, right Minee???? =D

So I'll let the pictures do the talking. And of course, I curi-ed the pictures from facebook. Enjoy!!!

1st cake for the night, during the dinner.

I guess he's Doerae's boss.

2nd cake for the night.

 See, she was surprised!!!!! Mission accomplished.

*THE END*