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Tomorrow I will be going to Bentong for some prayer meeting. Why why?? I don't really have the heart to go, until now I haven't started packing yet. Whatever la, as long as I grab some shirts!!! The weather is hot, that makes things worst!! Sigh.... Lately, I have been thinking, what's the point of doing the right thing? To satisfy those around us or "just to obey the rules"? Headache!!

Different or Still The Same?

When there's too many things to do, I hope that there's time to rest, some space to breathe. But when there's nothing much to do, I feel bored. There's so many things to think and plan. Sometimes I thought of changing the way I live but it's not that easy. Things won't go my way. I can plan this and that but at the end of the day I know I cannot run away from the things that I must do! It's very important to make sure I finish what I'm currently doing before I can proceed to something else. It's like a procedure that I must follow. Sadly, I haven't been doing whatever that I must do. It has been 3 months since I attended church services. Now I only go when I'm asked to serve. Now I'm doing things my own way. Probably I don't want to do the right thing anymore. Now I choose my own way. I don't hang around with my church friends anymore. I don't do bad stuffs like smoking or gambling but I don't do good stuffs too. Last time I love helping others but now no more! I know there's still a piece of me that wants to be a good person but I just need to seek for it.

Everything has a cause but

I don't know what changed me.

Or maybe I never changed??

Everlasting Friendship

Moh Moh is leaving.. Leaving to Singapore in a few months time. If I say "don't go" will you stay? I won't say it la.. Because nothing is more important than a bright future! Go la go la.. Yesterday I received a call from her saying that she passed her interview and got accepted by Singapore's hospital, suddenly my heart sank.. 

I wasn't thinking about how is my life going to be after she left. I thought that it's a small thing because I wasn't sad when Pui Yan left to Miri last year. I guess it's because I know she will be back after 1 year. But for Moh Moh, it's totally a different situation. I have no idea when will she be back or maybe she's not even coming back?? I don't know, she's also not sure about what she is gonna do and where is she heading to yet. Mumy always tell me "wait till she leaves, then you will feel it". I can't be bothered before that but now, I don't like this feeling!! I need to accept the fact that we have already grown up. Play times will be lesser and we might not even have much time to meet up in future!! But it's okay. I hope our friendship can remain like my mumy and her friends. They were good friends during secondary school and until today they are still good friends!

 Moh Moh don't cry when you read this!! 

: )

Bored!

I'm bored!! I really want to go out, other than clubbing.

The things I feel like doing :

1) go to the theme park

2) play badminton

3) swim

4) cycle

5) bowling

6) learn tennis

7) watch movie

8) and anything exciting!!!!

Eat, Play & Movie

Today I went out with 2 of my secondary school friends. Lunch, bowling and movie. That was something I haven't been doing for ages! Not super nice but it's not bad either. Probably I need to get to know them better! Throughout the 5 hours there's a bit of awkward feeling and silence. Anyway, bowling was nice! That's the time we talked the most. I've learnt something new, if I didn't get it wrong it's called "Hook Ball".. Something to do with spinning the ball in a certain way. A round of applause for Jin Tat for teaching very well! : ) Thank you! Thank you! And we watched "Book Of Eli". It was a nice show, worth watching! There's really lots of nice shows this month! Movies, here I come!