MOnday Blues

I'm in a dilemma.. Can't decide on whether to volunteer for PD lifegame. There's too much for me to catch in my studies, especially financial accounting. Being a volunteer means I have to be at PD one day earlier than the participants, which makes it 5 days. I can't stop thinking about my exam and how am I going to make it for this paper. I called up a few of them for advice and finally I decided not to go. Today I didn't revise anything, I wasn't in the mood. So I decided to finish up the dvd series that I have been watching, Moonlight Resonance. Yes, I know it had been out for years but what to do? People like me don't have astro at home. No matter is it part 1 (Heart Of Greed) or part 2 (Moonlight Resonance), it's still that GOOD!!! I feel like watching the whole series one more time but I guess I don't have that much time to waste, since it has 40 episodes for part 2. Even though the whole series consists of 40 episodes but I don't find it draggy at all. I love so so much, either part 1 or 2, because no matter what happened, it still ended well. =D I dislike sad endings though.

Anyway, I have 2 more classes to go, tomorrow and wednesday. Time flies and I feel like it's getting faster. No matter how scared and worry, we still have to face everything that's coming because that's all about life. I went to church yesterday and I'm really thankful for our dear cult pastor in lifegame, Mr Hong Sheng. haha!!! He's been so nice to offer me a ride to church and back home. Thank you thank you thank you thank you thank you!! Although I don't feel nice taking people's favour but I'm really grateful for his kindness! Thank God so much!!

Giving is better than receiving. But I'm receiving more that I'm able to give. Honestly, from the bottom of my heart, I afraid to receive anymore. I wanna do something for those who have done so much for me but how?? If I'm gonna buy a gift or make something, I don't know what they like, not all but most of them. People always say "it's the heart that matters" but I think having the heart is not eveyrthing. So what if I have the heart but I end up getting them something they dislike? What's the point of it? The last time I wanna bake cookies for someone as a token of appreciation but it didn't turn out well, very disappointing. I did it twice and I failed twice. And I don't have the time to bake now, at least not until the end of November. But don't worry, I have my plans!! =)

Sometimes I feel like I'm complaining too much in my blog. But what to do? Since I have decided not to complain so much to my friends, then blog shall be my alternative. If anyone of you is gonna read and find me annoying, don't read la. That simple. That's it for today!

Adios!